OR NEITHER THAT
My dear Jorleif, wasnt in my target...Today I was smiling to myself in raining while I was walking in the centre and a man passing by me, smiling as well.....then I keep on walking, walking, finding a shelter I took a break, and the man, very nice dressed, running after me. ''How do u smile so nicely/?'' Well I didnt realize that I smile;'', I said. But I know that I smile every time when I am not down. I smile only because I dont cry., being happy in the fresh air and quiet with me.
The man is an architect and he is from Denmark. running a big bussiness and drawing and settling up some buildings . He gave me a visit card with his office address in the heart of Manchester...U can call me anytime u want......I dont have someone. I can help u with a job. he was smiling very very nice, too.
I am not looking for someone, my heart will be always somewhere, over the clouds. I know that. My heart lover is a very precious stone , hard or easy to bear it, but most of the time I am proud that I have found him, being part of my life, neverending love feeling.
He hurts me a lot, but I am so happy that I still have dreams with him, every night. sometimes bad dreams, but he is on my pillow, there with my soul.Could be nothing, for me is precious.
Russel, from Denmark...I pray to God ... I dont want to be again..what is called amanta. I will go out for a drink, cause his words were so stunning , and his knowledge as well, but thats all, and no more... I was quite a hot girl, now I am almost frigide, so I dont think about sex. I am thinking about people.
He is born in Denmark, but his roots are so interesting. Well, he is not blonde , whose smell I like a lot.
oNLY A COFFE, OK?

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Well, I want to live my last two years very strongly, till I will go to see my last tests, very the last.

he didnt pay me faithfully, but Mr. Shaw, the american guy,my ex boss, wants me to help me as well...how/ moving in a very luxurious appartment, which I have to choose from a variety. The only that I like is Mr. Obama...could be an interesting choice for american nation. i WONT DO ANY OTHER COMPROMISE IN MY LIFE.



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